carr / keeper - she/it/paw - gatekeeper otherkin, therian, etc. i am a creature in all forms but physical.
the art in my graphic is made by Zyxxen56 on reddit, posted to the garn47 subreddit. the scrollbars were taken from /nsotheme, but everything else was made by us. i'm not very good at interacting with people outside my system. my source is not a joke, atleast to me. if you take it as such, i will simply refuse to talk to you. i am not heavily source connected but enough to state that sourcemates are fine, though i don't see why you would want to talk to me. this is my first 'public' appearance since 2022. as such, if i am short with you or with to end a conversation abruptly, i'm sorry. i'm just not used to this.
i enjoy digital horror, creating strange forms of art, poetry, and watching 2-3 hour long night mind or reignbot videos on these kinds of topics. i'm not very good with emotions, and i lack empathy alot of the time. i don't use tone tags, and likely won't unless asked of me. my view of other people is hindered by my own ambitions and goals. though i try to be nice, alot of the time i am more focused on myself than others emotional states. this is to say, if you would consider yourself 'sensitive' or you just frankly don't think you could handle being around me, that's fine.
if you read all of this and can still tolerate me, welcome. my favourite song is ms mediocre by atsuover or good enough, i kin makoto nijima from persona 5, ruan mei from honkai: star rail, meiko the vocaloid, blaze the cat from sonic, mephone from inanimate insanity, and kanaya from homestuck. i play piano, enjoy knitting and reading horror novels. my favourite right now is metamorphosis by franz kafka. i also like older cartoons, usually western made but it can vary, such as 6teen, ever after high, clone high, he-man etc. i'm also 'mod astro' on our editing blog. i like playing as glisten in dandys world.
